So glad I came to class at 12 to still be sitting here at 4:30 with no sign of starting a project because the Corcoran is really organized and all of my teachers care a lot and especially the lab techs also.
I can't look at pictures of other people at college
Because then it makes me second guess my decision. Like, okay Corcoran is fine and I like it plenty…until I see what other people are doing. I know I really prefer to have my own personal space and time and whatnot, but the fact is, I feel like I’m missing out on something. It would be way too much stress to even think about transferring now that I’m almost halfway done with my college career, but I just wish that there were clubs and activities and groups and whatever that I could go to without feeling awkward about it. Maybe the formation of the CSC or whatever will help out, but I sort of doubt it. Everyone has their groups and I’m pretty sure there are less than 10% of people who would want to do things involving sports or physical activity or not being douchey and exclusive, and all the people who would want to do those things are thinking about transferring or have already done so.
I’m so sick right now. I have a fever, I’m shivering, my body and my like…teeth feel super sensitive like when a limb is about to fall asleep, I have tonsillitis really bad…and I cannot afford to miss class tomorow. Oh well. But seriously, worst thing in the world is when someone doesn’t complain about being sick and stuff (well except on tumblr) and then when he/she is looking for just the tiniest bit of sympathy or even like a little break from the world…all they get back is “oh yeah no i’m totally really even sicker so whatever”